I have spent the last 5 hours trawling internet medical papers.
I was a bit shocked today when I was told there was an 'issue' with baby's right kidney. They can't really say what yet. Just that it needs to be 'flagged' and that it looks 'mild'.
Frankly, not mild enough for me.
I am a bit panicked at this stage but nothing more can be done or assessed until the baby is born. The info trawl has helped calm me a little. I only really read the 'mild' and more measured articles that highlighted protocol, procedures and options (not worst case scenarios - really not helpful at this point!)
I know it could be worse, I know it is good that we know the possibilities early, some articles suggest it could be solved at birth or soon after (fingers crossed the odds are with us this time), I know they said it has nothing to do with anything done or not done during the pregnancy and I know the baby is normal size and otherwise looks healthy...which is what we went there to check in the first place.
but I still feel like crying...(crap!)