Wednesday, March 29, 2006

mish-mash mentality

So much has been going on for me lately. All internal so it's a bit difficult. I have been procrastinating writing a post because I can't cope with sounding pathetic when I blurt. I think it is all better left in my head. I don't even think anyone in my "real" life would even have picked it. I just feel a bit blah about my spot in life right now. Things are not what I thought they would be. Enough said before I launch into a rambling post on nothing at all and burst into the ugly cry.

Some photos.

It has only just occurred to me that the struggle I have had with the colour combination of this months swap-o-rama may somehow be mirrorring the stuckness I am feeling in my life. (apologies to purple 'n green)

I have not had boxes in my drawings in a long time...bring on May and orange 'n yellow if you ask me.

A view from the park that I somehow find quite reassuring...

7 comments:

ivy said...

You'll notice that my blog hasn't been properly updated in a while for the exact same reason. I always get the blahs at this time of year, I end up feeling like everything is changing but me, and it sucks.

chest of drawers said...

I wish there was something I could do! You really should write here about what you´re going through, you will find some answers and sometimes it´s just good to know you´re not alone with it.

Caitlin said...

If you can't blurt on your blog, then where CAN you blurt? Hope you are feeling better soon... meantime, I just adore your green & purples - I am stuck on pink and greens, have been for over a year - arrrgh!

mandy said...

I'm sure things will all be cool for you!! If ya fancy a blurt I say go for it and there's nowt ugly about a cry!!! I hope all is non mish mashed soon!! Love the purple and green! mmm blue skys!!!

Robin said...

so sorry you are feeling blah right now. March is a hard month for me as well (birthday blahs and all). Maybe it would be good to write it down - if not on the blog, then maybe in a diary. I hope you are feeling brighter and lighter soon.

I love your green and purple drawings! Those two colours are fabulous together.

Courtney said...

Hi Pyglet!
I hope you get over your blahs soon... Moving house is exhausting and maybe this is just your bodies way of re-couping.
If it helps your blog has INSPIRED ME!!! I've used up all my download space by looking a flickr and cliking the links to the other fabulous blogs you've got listed.
Love Courtney (Hi to J and the girl from me)

sooz said...

I love those green and purple boxes - just love them! I want them printed on fabric for a fantastic new bag. If you are my swaporama partner I hope you sent me that picture! Hope things swirl around and life changes intoa new phase for you soon.